Max didn’t feel like the type of guy that stuck around. He seemed to be restless,unhappy and to have no ambition at all. Sometimes he would mentioned the stuff he did but I never asked about it. I don’t think it mattered to me then. About almost a week after we met he took me to see the river themse. He took me to where he thought it was the most beautiful. I’ve been to London a bunch of times but I can never really comprehend where the hell we were. I want to find that place again and I have no idea where to start looking.
I remember that we took the tube to get there but which way i don’t know. I really want to find out because I think of Max often and now I’m much older and now I realise what the hell he was telling me and I want to feel close to him again. I wonder if he is dead or if she fixed his life and is happy and normal, whatever that means.